I remember it well, [ he responds quietly, as if making space for the memories to be heard within his own mind. ]
You told me I may be able to beat my next captain at chess, but I was still unwilling to accept that I would have another. It took time for me to realize that it was your attempt to make the situation seem less dire for both of us.
[ Suddenly his hands unclasp, drawing back from their orderly placement on the table's surface as if something has disturbed that perfect composure of his, and his throat is even cleared after a subtle shift in weight. His mental barriers, now, are fully raised. Perhaps they should have been sooner. ]
I am... pleased. Pleased that your beliefs are in line with my own. Your Albert Einstein once said that the world as we have created it is a process of our thinking, and that it cannot be changed without us changing our thinking. I believe the same can be said for our relationship.
Intrinsically it is strong and necessary. Anything else is a detail of framing. [ They are connected. That is enough. Romance, their work together, even their friendship... it's all a matter of perspective. A different way to express the bond they have. ]
... I will now tell you about my day, if you still wish it.
I'm glad, Spock, that you took what you did from our conversation. I wasn't in the most light-hearted mood, but it helped to have your support. (spock didn't want his captain to give up hope any more than kirk wanted to alarm his first officer.)
You've always provided me with that balance. In this, I think we've always had the proper mindset. Now, all that's left for us to do is to enjoy learning about each other in this new light. I don't intend to let a little thing like nerves stop me. (his face angles away as if giving spock a moment of privacy, unable to act regretful or ashamed of the thoughts he's undoubtedly projected. this is their reality now. this is what spock makes him feel.
with a raise of his hand and a nod, he allows their waitress to collect what she's been waiting for his signal to deliver: a bottle of fine sparkling wine, purportedly the best in marilla, and elegant glass flutes. the tray is accompanied by their amuse-bouche, two bite-sized coins of eggplant-wrapped hummus. spicy.
he thanks the server, refusing further assistance, eyebrows innocently raised as he glances back to his date.)
[ The compliments flow ceaselessly and Spock isn't so ignorant as to assume that it's his captain's attempt at flattery. That would run the risk of having his own sincere praise misconstrued as sycophancy, and he simply cannot allow that. ]
I have already admitted to pleasure. Must I also now speak of my capacity for enjoyment? [ Really, Jim.
He does not wait to see if his own brand of joke has landed, however, gaze instead lifting to catch sight of the woman Kirk summons, her smile professional but her eyes knowing. He's planned this much, and so quickly? It's impressive, there's no doubt of that, and to know he's the focus of the efforts isn't just humbling or meaningful. It's got him appraising his captain with a newly quirked brow, straightening his posture to accommodate the food being placed between them. Most impressive. Exactly what he would expect from polite human courtship, and his own standards have never been low. ]
Indeed? [ Slim fingers pinch at the stem of his glass, holding it in place for the anticipated pour. ]
I awoke from a brief rest at 5:44 am. I dreamed I was cultivating a hirat plant in suboptimal soil, though I had devised an appropriate acidic fertilizer to overcome the issue. I then engaged in meditation until 7:01, at which time you and I proceeded to dress for the day and retrieve breakfast.
I trust I do not need to recount the meal we shared.
(relaxed expressions now come easily, lifting the bottle with an adoring smile across the table. spock has, over the years, blown his expectations out of the water. it might've been an uncomfortable road for him to walk, but his personality has never shined so brightly, silvery and soothing like the cool light of the moon.)
I believe you've given me far more insight than I'm due, Mr. Spock; I can deduce the rest. (kirk responds, hazarding a glance up as he rolls the bottle to catch errant droplets of sparkling wine. what little he's missed seeps into the fabric of the napkin secured in a knot at the neck.)
Illogically, breakfast on vacation tastes better than breakfast elsewhere. I enjoyed the quiet and I enjoyed discussing our separate plans for the day... it shouldn't have surprised me that you agreed to come to Marilla, but, despite its newness and the obvious scientific marvels, it is more of a tourist destination. A getaway from work.
(spock has always been averse to taking shore leave and has accrued a staggering amount of leave. the amusement shows in the creasing of kirk's eyes, pouring himself a glass of wine before investigating his eggplant with a thoughtful tilt of his head.)
If I didn't know any better I'd think you were trying to spoil me. What, my friend, is a hirat?
[ He'll deduce the rest, will he? That's almost a dangerous thought. It is, after all, deductions without outright answers that led to their last serious disagreement about their potential relationship status. However... that in turn also led here. To both of them seated at this table, sharing wine and company, with Spock's heart beating a rapid hum in his side in spite of a regally calm expression.
It is, of course, illogical. There is no reason for a heightened, excited physical response on his part. No cause for anxiety when he is in the company of his best friend, his soulmate. A man who has judged only the quality of his work and his acceptance of himself. ]
A clustered fruit native to Vulcan, botanically similar to your berries and aesthetically likened to grapes in particular. I will ensure that you have the opportunity to sample it in the future. I will also suggest that you have botany reviews added to your mandatory training.
[ His glass is raised, then, just enough to indicate the expectation of a very human toast. ]
If you would like to take this trip out of my accumulated leave, I will accept. I do believe, however, that I shall be required to spend more of my time here relaxing in order to best utilize that time. I should prefer company.
No, no, your staggering amount of accumulated leave should remain intact. You'll break a record eventually. Instead, I encourage you to use some of that time writing up a report on my many oversights when we're back on the Enterprise, Mr. Spock, (kirk returns, eggplant entirely forgotten in his nervous excitement to be toasted by his best friend and soulmate. he's in deeper trouble than he could've possibly imagined.
his defence response?)
If there are any Vulcans on board equipped with the knowledge necessary to instruct me on their planet's flora, I'd like nothing more than to brush up with them privately on the subject. (a blatantly suggestive remark and bid for physical contact, the light of their candle dancing in his eyes.) ... here's to relaxing in good company.
(he tips his glass towards spock's to touch their edges together with an outcry of crystal. pure, if the clarity of the ring is to be believed, and perhaps denser than he anticipated. it isn't loud, but long enough for him to still the vibration with his fingers.)
I would still like to experience the art museum with you, and there's an exhibit elsewhere on the unique terraforming they've done in this province. Apart from that, is there anything else you'd like to see before our time in Marilla comes to an end? Anywhere you'd like to go?
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You told me I may be able to beat my next captain at chess, but I was still unwilling to accept that I would have another. It took time for me to realize that it was your attempt to make the situation seem less dire for both of us.
[ Suddenly his hands unclasp, drawing back from their orderly placement on the table's surface as if something has disturbed that perfect composure of his, and his throat is even cleared after a subtle shift in weight. His mental barriers, now, are fully raised. Perhaps they should have been sooner. ]
I am... pleased. Pleased that your beliefs are in line with my own. Your Albert Einstein once said that the world as we have created it is a process of our thinking, and that it cannot be changed without us changing our thinking. I believe the same can be said for our relationship.
Intrinsically it is strong and necessary. Anything else is a detail of framing. [ They are connected. That is enough. Romance, their work together, even their friendship... it's all a matter of perspective. A different way to express the bond they have. ]
... I will now tell you about my day, if you still wish it.
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You've always provided me with that balance. In this, I think we've always had the proper mindset. Now, all that's left for us to do is to enjoy learning about each other in this new light. I don't intend to let a little thing like nerves stop me. (his face angles away as if giving spock a moment of privacy, unable to act regretful or ashamed of the thoughts he's undoubtedly projected. this is their reality now. this is what spock makes him feel.
with a raise of his hand and a nod, he allows their waitress to collect what she's been waiting for his signal to deliver: a bottle of fine sparkling wine, purportedly the best in marilla, and elegant glass flutes. the tray is accompanied by their amuse-bouche, two bite-sized coins of eggplant-wrapped hummus. spicy.
he thanks the server, refusing further assistance, eyebrows innocently raised as he glances back to his date.)
Please, go ahead. I'll pour you some wine.
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I have already admitted to pleasure. Must I also now speak of my capacity for enjoyment? [ Really, Jim.
He does not wait to see if his own brand of joke has landed, however, gaze instead lifting to catch sight of the woman Kirk summons, her smile professional but her eyes knowing. He's planned this much, and so quickly? It's impressive, there's no doubt of that, and to know he's the focus of the efforts isn't just humbling or meaningful. It's got him appraising his captain with a newly quirked brow, straightening his posture to accommodate the food being placed between them. Most impressive. Exactly what he would expect from polite human courtship, and his own standards have never been low. ]
Indeed? [ Slim fingers pinch at the stem of his glass, holding it in place for the anticipated pour. ]
I awoke from a brief rest at 5:44 am. I dreamed I was cultivating a hirat plant in suboptimal soil, though I had devised an appropriate acidic fertilizer to overcome the issue. I then engaged in meditation until 7:01, at which time you and I proceeded to dress for the day and retrieve breakfast.
I trust I do not need to recount the meal we shared.
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I believe you've given me far more insight than I'm due, Mr. Spock; I can deduce the rest. (kirk responds, hazarding a glance up as he rolls the bottle to catch errant droplets of sparkling wine. what little he's missed seeps into the fabric of the napkin secured in a knot at the neck.)
Illogically, breakfast on vacation tastes better than breakfast elsewhere. I enjoyed the quiet and I enjoyed discussing our separate plans for the day... it shouldn't have surprised me that you agreed to come to Marilla, but, despite its newness and the obvious scientific marvels, it is more of a tourist destination. A getaway from work.
(spock has always been averse to taking shore leave and has accrued a staggering amount of leave. the amusement shows in the creasing of kirk's eyes, pouring himself a glass of wine before investigating his eggplant with a thoughtful tilt of his head.)
If I didn't know any better I'd think you were trying to spoil me. What, my friend, is a hirat?
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It is, of course, illogical. There is no reason for a heightened, excited physical response on his part. No cause for anxiety when he is in the company of his best friend, his soulmate. A man who has judged only the quality of his work and his acceptance of himself. ]
A clustered fruit native to Vulcan, botanically similar to your berries and aesthetically likened to grapes in particular. I will ensure that you have the opportunity to sample it in the future. I will also suggest that you have botany reviews added to your mandatory training.
[ His glass is raised, then, just enough to indicate the expectation of a very human toast. ]
If you would like to take this trip out of my accumulated leave, I will accept. I do believe, however, that I shall be required to spend more of my time here relaxing in order to best utilize that time. I should prefer company.
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his defence response?)
If there are any Vulcans on board equipped with the knowledge necessary to instruct me on their planet's flora, I'd like nothing more than to brush up with them privately on the subject. (a blatantly suggestive remark and bid for physical contact, the light of their candle dancing in his eyes.) ... here's to relaxing in good company.
(he tips his glass towards spock's to touch their edges together with an outcry of crystal. pure, if the clarity of the ring is to be believed, and perhaps denser than he anticipated. it isn't loud, but long enough for him to still the vibration with his fingers.)
I would still like to experience the art museum with you, and there's an exhibit elsewhere on the unique terraforming they've done in this province. Apart from that, is there anything else you'd like to see before our time in Marilla comes to an end? Anywhere you'd like to go?