He wants to be surly and shitty but Kirk is being stupid and nice and it'd feel like a complete dick move to be, well, a dick.]
You're a captain now, aren't you? I'd say it paid off well enough.
I've certainly had more time than most, so all that was a long time ago, isn't a big deal. [Oh okay that's why he's so cranky about the whole 'being an angel again' thing. Because it wasn't a big deal. Makes sense.] Suppose I'm as free as I'll ever get, here.
[Which is to say yes, he's free and fulfilled and happy, but admitting those things is hard.]
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He wants to be surly and shitty but Kirk is being stupid and nice and it'd feel like a complete dick move to be, well, a dick.]
You're a captain now, aren't you? I'd say it paid off well enough.
I've certainly had more time than most, so all that was a long time ago, isn't a big deal. [Oh okay that's why he's so cranky about the whole 'being an angel again' thing. Because it wasn't a big deal. Makes sense.] Suppose I'm as free as I'll ever get, here.
[Which is to say yes, he's free and fulfilled and happy, but admitting those things is hard.]